SATURDAY

today i flew to slc to attend my great aunt ellen's funeral, and to get some different clothes for my mom, get their mail, and my dad requested his ipod. it was a fast and furious day. i was literally there for maybe 6 hours. on my way home i stopped at the hospital to drop all the stuff off. well, my dad slept for the first time (in a long time) last night, and my mom claims that she slept, but i don't believe her. my dad wanted my mom to stay again tonight. she is a trooper. i don't know how she is handling this so well. i would have fallen apart a long time ago. i wish i could make things better and make it all go away... now! today at the funeral when people were asking me about my dad, it felt so weird to be saying the things i was saying, and having it be about my dad. you never ever think that something like this could happen to you. life sure can change in the blink of an eye! i have faith that my dad will return to normal (whatever that is), but in the mean time this sure is a horrible thing to go through.